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"I am happy Now..
I know I wiLL be haPPier Later..
But what Can i Do if I was HappieSt back Then?"

What wud u do if the one who Hurts u is the onLy one who cud heal u?

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oh my goshhhhhh..... im missing that boy so damn much. it felt as im im drowning. damn.

never ever let me go.

i will love you always.

omfg. her recent entry regarding my last post almost sent jk rowling to shame! she actually visited my blog almost everyday of her life! what a psycho! -spinning stories to others just to make herself feel better, bah, a true pychopatic she must be! exuse me hun, do you actually think your love story is like that of romeo and juliet, where every, tom, dick, harry, jane, sally n molly know that you are attached to him? i am totally clueless that u're attached to him and that's why i added him on fb just as he always tried to add me but i declined until that day.

when he met me last raya, he was attached to yul, u think i knew about it? if i knew, i wouldnt even want to text him in the first place. apparently i stopped msging him after finding out that he's "married" to u ms j. biscuit (she behaved like she's married to him for eternity,. bah). so what's the issue here? excuse me miss, i wouldnt behave like a bitch if u havent enter my life as one! u speak like an empty ms j. biscuit tin. talk , talk and talk like and thinks that u r right all the time. look, ive never intended to steal him from u. nah cos mama thought me to give up my used toys to those unfortunate ones.

ahh, whatever lah. i pray for ur happiness. if ur so insecured n not confident about ur rship, get it "braced". geddit? braced. bahh


anw, work has been so-so. after atiqah left, i felt abit lost but life's gotta move on. people come and go. i guess i just gotta deal with it and be contented with what's left before they're gone.
mood for hari raya is still on green light. just that, time isnt permitting me to do so. aiyah. what to do. promotion baby . promotion.

and.... as much i wanna say i miss jefery alot but i know it's not worth the effort.

ohh how much i hate morning shift but it's alright cos i gotta date with shahrin tomorrow. hehe. it's been a month since i met him due to ramadhan- must respect except on my bdae, met him for merely 10 mins cos he wanna passed me my gift.

and fahrin's jealousy killing me. erghh.

fahrin or shahrin? shahrin or fahrin?

... or is it im saying all of these just to make me forget that i actually still, faithfully, love jefery... hmmmm

and so i was bored... guess what, i found her blog. mizi's beloved gf. and like a dumb blonde, she ranted about how much she hated mizi's ex gfs especially me. she even resorted to hurling curses and info about me that i, as a lady feels that she's being too much of a slut.

so what if im a slut? i am a high class slut. you do not know how much i went thru with him back then. you do not know how much i love him for those two years. you do not know why i had to hurt him but at the end of the day, he was the one i loved so much. i was with him for two years and it took me 2 freaking years to finally get over him. he hurts me badly. my mistake was i fight fire with fire. maybe because i was so young back then. 17 years old n he was 20. so young, so naive, so playful. yet i had loved him so much.

i mean if i hadnt love him, i wudnt be giving him special surprises on every of his birthday i was with or without him. the impromptu bdae cake i surprised him after he sent me off to work. the zipo lighter with his name engraved on it. even when he's no longer mine, i still gave him what i know he likes. the toy story claw aliens keychain. toystory mug. marley and me storybook. i dont know if he still keeps it, but they were all out of sincerity. i wouldn't rub his body with wet cloth whenever his body itch with rashes. i wudnt follow to his fam gatherings. i wudnt meet him at his work place after school. i wudnt accompany him to the clinic when he was found having to have that sickness, and i still accepted him despite knowing the fact i might get infected. this is not to shame him, but this is to let everyone knows how much i loved him. and how much i hate it when a lady, who has been with him for barely 6months judged me as a slut in his life.

maybe we were both too young at that time. rebellious. playful. mischievous. but i had always forgive him. i had always loved him. until one day he really went away. i know he still did think of me after that. i dont know about now, i dont care. but u, miss tin buscuit, it's up to u to judge mizi, whom u only knew for 6 mths or less bbut it's totally wrong for you to judge me when u havent even met me. those friends of mine that u claimed had helped me didnt help me at all. i helped myself out. no one did. you dont know the story, so dont spout all those stupid, nonsensical facts of yours.

bumped onto one of his ex at arnolds, tampines one day.. guess what, without me bitching about ur stupid characteristics first, she had already did the job perfectly. apparently we, his exes dont have an issue with u. it's u who has an issue with us. ur lack of confidence/ sense of security highly disgust me.

u speak like an empty vessel. or shud i say like an empty tin of miss j. biscuit.?

ur posts show that u need to consult a psychiatrist' help.

I, SITI NUR AISYAH(his ibu, mama, jawa, bantal pelok kucing bla bla bla), HAD LOVED MOHD TARMIZI HASSAN SINCE 04 04 07 TILL 2009. SO WHAT???

lagu ini kutujukan pada dia yang bernama jefery.

even when we're not together, i will always wait for u. i will always love u. i will always miss u. cos without u, life is meaningless.

and tonight's the sky is crying with me. .

i miss jefery alot. .
every single beat of my life. .

how i wish i cud always lay my head on his chest till i fall asleep in his warm arms.
woke up the next day in his arms..

my abdominal pain is getting from bad to worst and i need to go for another check up a week later. im really really sick and weak. i don;t feel like doing anything. i just need him right now. i need his assurance n comfort.

and if i died, i'll always pray for his happiness from far. my soul will always be with him.

happy seventh mth on the 27th. damn, i love this boy sooooo much.. i really do.. i miss him every single time ofr my life.... i want to cuddle him everynight, so tight, he'll turn blue.

u said that u love me
we both know u dont mean it every day
but somehow i got u
so i put up with anyting u said

i'd rather be with u whenever than without u all the time
n i wud forgive u watver just to say that u r mine

because i love u....